PrettyOddBird

Cap. Cap One. Capone Bone. Capernick. CapJuan Don. CapeTown. What's Capalappin. My A1 Day 1, my Ace, my ride or die, My boy Blue, my confidant, my p.i.c., my One, Who I get Hyphy, go Dumb with  who I get weirdest with, Tolerant receiver of face grabs, belly rubs and general shenanniganery. Purveyor of ratchetry, my favorite guy. The realest, my Johnny on the spot, "A loyalist not just a friend to me" My little tuna casserole, my chicken-leg boy, You will be missed beyond measure. I know you're up there getting all the love from Grandma Billie, Jamming out w Bob Marley & 2Pac. I'll see you on the other side little man, I love you forever. 🌈❤ ️ 💛

I'd really rather stay here and watch my hair grow.

I'm still a Lion.  Even if those I trusted Most Sheared my mane,  And plucked my claws, And filed my teeth, I'm still a Lion. 

I blow out bad thoughts through my mouth so I don't get caught too much on idle reflection. I clench my fists tighter so my blood will pump steel back through veins into my heart that hurts to pulse and I can't look through this pain of rage. I open my lungs to SCREAM, release this hatred from my burning diaphragm So I can stop coughing up poison. The venom to honey ratio is imbalanced again and there's fire behind my eyes. I can't see when I get like this. I want to rip and tear apart every piece of me until there's nothing left but concrete, Choke my throat and cut holes in my palms as punishment for self-inflicted sins Of trusting even though I know I'm not built to forgive.

You are who you think you are.